1. |
i forgot you don't exist
10:01
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when, i looked up, i saw, nothing else, i was just on my bed, and i lost myself, when i thought of that
when, you looked up, you saw, nothing else, you were just, on the floor, and you found yourself, once you realized
when, that happened, we did not, know each other, but now, that we do, it does not feel the same, you are not even real
i, can’t believe, that i would, do this, to myself, i just don’t, even know if its my fault, i just want to go back
i, just forgot, that the fact, that you’re here, was just, because, i ended up feeling so alone, why else would this happen?
i, hope i’m not, just lying, to myself, who would, even do, something like this, to themselves, i need to stop for a second
now, that we’re out, of the song, i’ll just talk, for a bit, to you, i hope that this isn’t too off, from what i normally do
this, is the first song, that you’ll hear, from this, even though, it was the last one i wrote, a month after all the others
some, of these songs, appear, kinda sad, but i, just want, to let you know that i’m doing alright, sorry for the interruption
i wish i was able to say to you that i’m sorry, i just don’t want you to know that i worry, since i forgot you don’t exist
i wish i was able to say to you that i’m sorry, i just don’t want you to know that i worry, since i forgot you don’t exist
i wish i was able to say to you that i’m sorry, i just don’t want you to know that i worry, since i forgot you don’t exist
i wish i was able to say to you that i’m sorry, i just don’t want you to know that i worry, since i forgot you don’t exist
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2. |
i wish i was you
02:55
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every night i go to sleep and the next day i wake up dead
by your hands i stand aside so i don't end up being ahead
stopping for the lights you tried but ended up inside my head
the lights did not stop for me or you but they did fly by my bed
i wish i was you oh if only i knew
i wish i was you oh if only i knew
i wish i was you oh if only i knew
i wish i was you, but enough about you
i do not like, the thought of me, the past of me, the life of me
but i know i said enough about you but i just can't let it end
you don't exist and that's my fault please let's just not try to pretend
that we're both here, i'm so lonely, i don't know what to do with my time
i just write these songs about someone who never existed
i wish i was you oh if only i knew
i wish i was you oh if only i knew
i wish i was you oh if only i knew
i wish
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3. |
a short retrospective
05:41
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you walk into the house of no one and see yourself sitting where you thought he was, you see him writing poetry that doesn’t rhyme
it doesn’t make any sense but it tells you a story about itself, once you connect everything it makes sense
he said he’s writing about someone that isn’t him just for once, because he always wrote about himself
he finishes writing, throws the pencil, throws the paper, throws his words into the garbage and he said
“that’s where they belong, don’t be late, don’t be long, and don’t focus on your mistakes”
you did not understand but you pretended that you did so you seemed like you were smart
he gets up from the chair and walks outside without you noticing, once you check he is gone
then you wake up in your bed, tell yourself it was a dream but you still remember him
you go inside the house again and this time he’s sitting there just playing a melody
you tell him that it sounds nice but he pretends to not care so you just listen
it repeats a lot of the same parts again and it sounds so familiar
you wake up again, walk downstairs to the piano, and try to play the melody
instead of repeating it you decide to end it because that’s how you wanted it
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4. |
bittersweet by itself
00:47
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(instrumental)
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5. |
we're all sad
04:45
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why are we all sad?
why are we empty?
i ask these questions
without an answer
why are we all gone?
why are we all dead?
i know the reasons
i just dont like them
why are you still here?
why don’t you just leave?
i tell myself that
so i dont feel bad
why did i ask that?
why even bother?
i should shut up now
these are just lyrics
you hate me and i hate you
we’re all sad cause thats what we do
we could’ve done something that’s meaningful
but we just let the days pass us by
until there’s nothing left
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6. |
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hey, are you here?
because i was just wondering
cause its been so long
since i last thought of this
but now i miss
how that was
the only thing at last
but now i think
to myself
why don't i want
to do anything?
i wish this wasn't my fault
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7. |
no reasons left
04:46
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i dont understand
why its so late
but im not tired
but you,
you know that i
cant sleep without
knowing that i’m not just some worthless guy
one that doesn’t know about their own death
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i cannot decide
if i should just
give up and stop
but i
dont wanna die
just wanna know
if this is all i’m living for?
because, i’m gonna need more reasons to continue in life once more
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
that’s because i lost
my sense of hope
that i had gained
from you
but now i sit
wasting my time
another night that ended in death
no, why even wake up when i know it’s gonna be the same
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
i dont have any reasons
no, i dont have any left
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good evening midnight California
helloooo, this is Mark here, I'm the person behind "good evening midnight" i am just someone who likes making music and that's pretty much it yep lol (i have twitter btw, @elmark_26 if anyone's wondering)
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